Jazmin Lozano

I’m very excited today. Buying a house is on my mind. But unfortunately, I still have things I need to learn about living by myself. So I decided to rent an apartment before I get myself a house. I have an appointment at 1:30 to put my application fee and the hold for an apartment. One bedroom, and no, it’s not a studio. I love this apartment; other than being 6 minutes walking distance from my work, it’s that each apartment has its own Laundry Room. I don’t have to go to a laundromat. I won’t lie, I am a little bit scared, and it’s not necessarily about living by myself. I’m scared of not paying on time. This apartment will be available to me by September. I’m in high hopes that it is late September to save for 2 months or 3 months’ worth of rent. Not only that but I still have to buy a bed which I decided to get from Nectar. And well, I don’t know what to get for the Living room yet. I know I also need to buy things for the kitchen. All I need to get myself extra hours at my work. Other than my home store, I also help a buddy store. And the buddy store has a lot more hours than my home store. Now I live with my mom; her house has 4 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms. Unfortunately, there are many people at this house, and well, let’s say that at my 34 years of age, not only still at my mom’s house. She’s my literal roommate. I sleep in her room and share a bed. Now you might be asking why am I just now moving out? Well, let’s say that my mom doesn’t want to cut the umbilical cord. So I’m forced to cut it for her. I know it’s going to be hard, but hey, she still has 2 sons living with her. I’ll visit when I can. Or she can visit me when I’m off work. I also want to learn who I am, what I like what I don’t like. Am I a messy person, or am I a clean freak? Inviting my friends to my place without a disturbance from my niece and nephew, who also live at my mom’s.

Jazmin Lozano

Jazmin Lozano

33 going on 34 old woman who is trying to find her true self. A Person who deals depression, anxiety. Making mistakes a long the way but tries anyways.